Gosh it has been over a year since I have written new blog...I am so sorry but so much has happened,life has showed me so many ups n down.Some sad n some good news came,some sorrow n some happiness I've seen but it has taught me so much.
Since I have lost so much weight in the past due to my sudden illness I have been trying to gain but my health is out bound on not to budge from the last no. to any more new no. of weight.I have tried to eat anything to everything but no help..
Anyways I have just past my Birthday on the 1st of September..feel like old person.Years are passing by but no new change.That's what I was thinking but wait my destiny has surprise for me..God has found me somebody,infect the person himself found me,total amazing surprise.:)
I am so happy n excited these days...feels like teenager.Should I feel this way?I mean I can't stop think about him,Can't stop smiling,My mood is really energetic,what is happening to me I had no idea..Dare I say I am in love?I have never ever felt like this before.I have given up on my life after what ever happened to me..it was very sad part of my life.Although I am very strong physically n mentally,but some time you can't be everything..something got to give.
Maybe I have said too much to soon!Let's see how it goes..just pray for me.Kids are growing fast,One has already left me n went to college,another one will leave me in couple of years..then just me n my son..what will I do after that?So many questions n still no answer..But I know the one person who will never leave me it's my God.I have seen his kindness to me n my family..he has taken care of me in my worst moment.He has never let me down.If he thinks I should be with somebody who is equally loveable,kind,smart and passionate as me then sure,he has send me that person.:)
It will take time for me to get wormed up to write more efficient in here..Pardon my English friends!There is so much to tell but all in good times..I know no one dare to write personal stuff here..but hey there is nothing personal when you are happy.I say why the heck not tell out loud to the world.I am not hiding my happiness from the world anymore.I don't like to pretend.
Tell me something or better yet give me the advice on "Love"...How do you know you are in love?Can you love somebody form their letters or listening to heir voice?Now don't think I am in online affair or something like that..lemme clear that "I am not"I will be fool to feel that way.
Here is my new quotes that written by me,hope you agree with me.:)
"Smile little ,Laugh more,Let go the grudges,Accept the problems,Learn from your mistake,Cherish whom you love,Always be faithful,Be honest,Respect the elders,Be proud who you are inside-out...
Because you never know how much time you have left on this beautiful earth!:)"
